Modern Iran edebiyatinin onde gelen duzyazi ve kısa oyku yazari Sadik Hidayet’in olum yildonumu (9 Nisan 1951)
“Kendimi butun ruhumla unutmanin uykusuna birakmak istiyordum. Unutmam mumkun olsaydi, unutmak surekli olsaydi, gozlerim kapansaydi da azar azar uykunun otesine, mutlak hiclige gomulebilseydim, varligimi artik hissedemez olacagim noktaya varsaydim, bir mürekkep damlasinda, bir musiki ahenginde ya da renkli bir isiginda erir giderdim ve sonunda dalgalar ve sekiller oyle buyurlerdi ki, hissedilmezin icinde silinir, yok olurlardi. O zaman dilegime kavusurdum.” Kor Baykus
“From the bottom of my heart I desired to surrender myself to the sleep of oblivion. If only oblivion were attainable, if it could last forever, if my eyes as they closed could gently transcend sleep and dissolve into non-being and I should lose consciousness of my existence for all time to come, if it were possible for my being to dissolve in one drop of ink, in one bar of music, in one ray of colored light, and then these waves and forms were to grow and grow to such infinite size that in the end they faded and disappeared—then I should have attained my desire.”
“Gunes duvar golgelerinin kenarindan bir kismini altin bir ustura gibi kesip aliyordu. Eski agarmis duvarlar arasinda sokaklar uzuyordu. Sessiz dilsizdi her sey. Sanki butun unsurlar, yakici havadaki kutsal huzur kanununa, sessizligin kanununa saygiliydilar. Her yerde gizli sirlar oldugu seziliyordu, oyle ki cigerlerim solumaya cesaret edemez olmuslardi.”
“The sun, like a golden knife, was steadily paring away the edge of the shade beside the walls.The streets were enclosed between old, whitewashed walls. Everywhere were peace and stillness, as though all the elements were obeying the sacred law of calm and silence imposed by the blazing heat. It seemed as though mystery was everywhere and my lungs hardly dared to inhale the air.”



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