Fransiz yazar ve romanci George Sand'in (Amandine Aurore Lucile Dupin) olum yildonumu (8 Haziran 1876)
"İyi piyano caliyordum, muhtesem dans ediyordum, sulu boyayi hayranlik uyandiracak keskinlik ve durulukta kullaniyordum ama hayat veren ve hayatin anlasilmasini saglayan o kutsal atesten bir kivilcim bile yoktu icimde. Anne babami seviyordum ama az ya da cok sevmek ne demektir bilmiyordum. Genc arkadaslarimdan birine cok guzel bir mektup yazabiliyordum ama duygularin oldugu gibi ifadelerin de degerini bilmiyordum. Onlari aliskanlikla seviyordum, itaat ve tatlilikla davraniyordum ama karakterleri konusunda endise duymuyordum, hicbir seyi irdelemiyordum. Aralarinda herhangi bir ayrim gozetmiyordum. En cok sevdigim, beni en SIK gormeye gelendi."
"I performed brilliantly on the piano, I danced beautifully, I painted in water-colors with admirable precision and vigor; but there was within me no spark of that sacred fire which gives life and enables one to understand life. I loved my parents, but I did not know what it was to love in any other way than that. I was wonderfully clever in inditing a letter to one of my young friends; but I had no more idea of the value of words than of sentiments. I loved my girl friends as a matter of habit, I was good to them because I was obliging and gentle, but I did not trouble myself about their characters; I scrutinized nothing. I made no well-reasoned distinction between them; I was fondest of the one who came oftenest to see me."


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