Japon yazar, oyun yazari ve fotografci Kōbō Abe’nin oşum yildonumu (22 Ocak 1993)
“Got a one-way ticket to the blues, woh, woh . Sarki soylemek isteyen keyfince soylesin. Aslinda, eline tek gidislik bilet tutusturulmus bir insan, pek oyle kolay kolay gonlunce sarki soyleyemez. Elinde tek gidis biletinden baska bir sey olmayan insan turu, ayakkabisinin topugu cakillara bastiginda cikan sesten bile urkecek kadar diken ustundedir. Artik daha fazla yurumeye niyeti yoktur. Cani gidis-donus bileti icin agit yakmak ister aslinda. Tek yon bileti, dun ve bugun, bugun ve yarin arasindaki bagin koptugu, paramparca olmus bir yasamidir. Oylesine yirtik pirtik olmus bir tek yon bileti icin agit yakabilenler, bir zamanlar gidis-donus biletini simsiki yakalamis olan insanlarla sinirlidir. Iste o yuzden de, biletin donus icin olan yarisini kaybetmemek, caldirmamak icin neredeyse histeri telasiyla hisse senetleri alir, hayat sigortası yaptirir, sendikayla amirleri arasinda ikiyuzluce oynarlar. Banyo yaptiklarinda, tuvaletin deliginden yukselen tek yon biletlilerin yardim isteyen cigliklarindan bikar, kulak tikamak icin televizyonu sesini iyice acarak izler, tek gidis bileti için gonul rahatligiyla agit yakabilirler: Kapatilan insanin sarkisi, cift yonlu bilet icin agit bile olsa, hic kuskuya kapilmazlar.” Kumlarin Kadini
“Got a one way ticket to the blues, woo, woo (I bought one way ticket to heaven, wow, wo …) Actually, the person to whom the ticket was stolen in one end, would never sing like that. … A one-way ticket is a broken-down life without a connection between yesterday and today, between today and tomorrow. And only the person who clamped a fist in the fist can humming a slightly sad song about a ticket to one end. That is why he is in constant anxiety – afraid that he will lose his ticket for a trip back or he will be stolen; he buys shares, insures life, duplicates with the union and bosses. He closes his ears, so as not to hear the screams for help coming from the gutters and cesspools, the screams of those who got tickets to one end. In order not to think, he turns on the television with all his might and sings a blues one-way ticket at the top of his voice. And you can be sure that every prisoner will sing a blues about a round-trip ticket. ”


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