Anna Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl'u (Bir Genc Kizin Hatiralari) 25 Haziran 1947 tarihinde yayinladi.
"Annemin ve baskalarinin destegi olmadan yasamayi ogrenmem kolay olmadi. Bu bana, buyuk bir hayat kavgasina ve gozyaslarina mal oldu. Bana inanmayabilirsin ve gulebilirsin umrumda degil. Ben bagimsiz bir insan oldugumu biliyorum. Bunlari sana anlattim cunku aksi halde sizden birseyler gizledigimi sanirdiniz.Sorunlarim oldugunda hepiniz sen dahil gozlerinizi kapattiniz ve kulaklarinizi tikadiniz. Sen bana yardim etmedin, aksine sadece azar isittim; gurultu yapmamam soylendi. Ben yalnizca uzgun olmamak icin samata yapiyordum. Icimdeki sesi duymamak icin taskinliklar yapiyordum. Komedi oynuyordum; tam bir bucuk yil boyunca hic sektirmeden. Sizlanmadim ve oynadigim rolu hic aksatmadim ve simdi mucadele bitti. Ustesinden geldim. Bedenen ve ruhen bagimsizim. Artik bir anneye ihtiyacim yok, butun bu kavgalar beni guclendirdi."
"I've now reached the point where I don't need the support of Mother or anyone else. It didn't happen overnight. I've struggled long and hard and shed many tears to become as independent as I am now. You can laugh and refuse to believe me, but I don't care. I know I'm an independent person. I'm only telling you this because.When I was having problems, everyone -- and that includes you -- closed their eyes and ears and didn't help me. On the contrary, all I ever got were admonitions not to be so noisy. I was noisy only to keep myself from being miserable all the time. I was overconfident to keep from having to listen to the voice inside me. I've been putting on an act for the last year and a half, day in, day out. I've never complained or dropped my mask, nothing of the kind, and now.Now the battle is over. I've won! I'm independent, in both body and mind. I don't need a mother anymore, and I've emerged from the struggle a stronger person."


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